Time really does fly. When I was growing up, I never expected to live past 25. I lived my life full throttle, wide open, trying to experience everything there was to experience, with my main focus being chemicals and mind altering substances. The youth of that time was taught almost anything that was fun or exciting was harmful, dangerous, and bad for you. Bad for your health, your soul, and your social status. Maybe that was part of the appeal and what made some things exciting, was simply knowing that adults and society frowned upon whatever it was. If it was illegal, immoral, or not allowed I wanted it and I wanted lots of it. I never dreamed all of these years later I would still be alive and have even one brain cell alive. I did not do much planning for my future. My life has been a blast so far, and if I died tomorrow I could say that I enjoyed a lifetime of experiences that many people who live many years more than I have never have the opportunity to enjoy. I am only forty something but I guess when you stay awake for five or six days you don't lose that time that sleep steals from most people. I guess I have twice the time that most people have to add to my been there, done that list. Let me tell you, in my younger days I did some crazy shit. No other way to describe it, crazy shit. When you let go, and live your life like today is your last day, do what you want and couldn't care less who is offended, hurt or upset, you have no boundaries and the sky is the limit. I still live my life following that philosophy, only now the things that I want to do offends no one, others are not hurt or upset by my actions. I am forty something years old and have been me for long enough that the people in my life know I will never change and have accepted me as me. The people who did not approve of the way I live my life and thought they could change me must have finally gave up and have left me alone. Its not that I am a bad or evil person, I just live my life the way I want to live it- regardless of the consequences. I treat people the way I want to be treated, and that means respecting peoples freedom to be themselves. Some people assume that things that make them happy should make everyone happy, and that's not how it works.

Meth Is Like Cocaine On Speed

  Meth and cocaine are both classified as stimulants. They both increase your heart rate, blood pressure, and respiration. They both give the user the feeling of well being and euphoria. The two drugs share some characteristics, but there are some major differences too. Cocaine starts out as a plant, a plant that only grows well in a particular climate. This means that just anybody, anywhere in the world can't decide they want part of the coke market and begin producing and selling coke. The Colombians have had this market cornered and enjoyed a very profitable decade in the 80s. Meth is a synthetic drug, so with the right man made chemicals, it can be produced about anywhere.
 
  In the 1980's cocaine was everywhere. Rich white moms in the suburbs were snorting lines while doing housework, young black moms was hitting a crack pipe in an alley behind a housing project, and a poor white guy was dissolving his in a spoon to administer it using a hypodermic needle. It was being sold from homes in the suburbs and street corners in the ghettos of every city. It all started as a plant, grown in another part of the world. It passed through several hands before reaching that pipe or syringe. Everyone that had anything to do with it up to this point made an incredible amount of money for the risk they took in delivering it. The high that cocaine gives a person is very intense and very short. You feel really good, but only for half an hour or so, then you are wanting to feel really good again. This is a good thing for the guys selling it, not so good for the user or his neighbor that has anything of value that is not chained down or locked up. Meth will give a person the same great feeling but you will not need more in half an hour, you will be good to go for up to 8 hours. It sells for the same amount of money for the same quantity, but last much longer.
 
  Another big difference is that the ingredients needed to make meth are all available at the store just down the street. Nothing needed from a foreign country, its all available locally. Or at least it was back in the 80's. You could get on the internet go to The Hive, a very popular website that had thousands of people on it daily discussing the best ways to manufacture meth, to find out what ingredients and equipment needed to make your own dope. Then just go to Ebay and order everything that you need and have it delivered right to your door, or a friend's door, or your neighbor's door. Now you know why cocaine use declined and meth use skyrocketed. Now meth labs were being discovered everywhere. The procedure to make meth is simple, the ingredients are cheap and easy to get, meth is very addictive. Can you see the possible problem here?

 The Drug Enforcement Agency would try to control production by regulating a chemical that is needed to manufacture meth. It wouldn't take more than a couple of days and someone at The Hive would come up with a replacement chemical, or a way around the DEA's roadblock. They would post the solution on the web site and it was back to cooking. This went on for years, one chemical would become regulated or watched and  another would take its place. Finally the DEA made it next to impossible to get pseudo-ephedrine, the ingredient found in cold pills. There was no substitute or work around for this. The days of cheap American made meth were over. That doesn't mean that all the people that had been doing very large quantities of very high quality dope for many years now were ready to just quit and give up.
 
  Did someone say they needed some meth? Groups in Mexico have been smuggling weed, heroin, and Colombian cocaine into the US for decades. They have established routes and procedures in place. Bribes have been made and product has been flowing across the border smoothly. If the demand for coke has dropped off but the demand for meth has increased, being the business savvy bunch that they are, the cartels adjust their distribution inventory. The meth can be produced in Mexico, transported, distributed, and sold by the same group that manufactured it. No more overhead, no middlemen, no sharing the profits with anyone. This is a first, the cartels have never controlled the product from creation to end user before. They either bought it wholesale then resold it wholesale, making only marginal profits, or they grew it, harvested  it, then sold it wholesale. This had a higher profit margin but they would have a substantial amount of time involved because of the time needed to grow. The ingredients needed to manufacture meth are cheap, the process is not very time consuming, and every aspect of the business can be controlled by one group. The cartels are making money faster than ever before, and will do anything to make sure these profits are maintained or increased.

No Porn

The name of this blog is sex, drugs and rock and roll but actually there will probably be very little sexual content here, not a whole lot of loud music, and very few drugs, they are against the law. You will be able to find enough information that you could spend a couple hours reading very logical and sensible reasons that the war on drugs needs to be stopped yesterday. Not only is it wasting thousands of dollars by the minute, but it is causing violence and death at a rate that is growing and spreading by leaps and bounds. The greed for the money from the sales of illicit drugs is fueling corruption of entire branches of government. For a history on prohibition attempts that go all the way back to the 1800's read The Forbidden Game by Brian  Inglis. It is very informative and an easy read that I have no other material from posted here. If you are still not convinced or just bored head over to my original web site, it has lots of info but hasn't been updated for a couple of years but all the info still holds true today, unfortunately nothing has changed, other than my hair is shorter now..

I am not saying anything is wrong with porn, if you are a female and would like your picture posted.....................

Sex, Drugs and Corridos

 Growing up my ideal lifestyle would have been centered around sex, drugs and rock and roll. I grew up in the inner city so drugs and alcohol were an easily obtained goal, and the guys that I hung out with started a band, so the rock and roll was no problem. I was kind of a shy and quiet kid, but hell with enough drugs and partying with a band, women (girls) and sex should be no problem. My ideal, rockstar lifestyle was off to a kickass start. Well that was many years ago and a few of my thoughts on the ideal lifestyle have somewhat changed. I will admit though, that most of my old friends would be proud of me for my choices in life and sticking to my beliefs and not giving up, regardless of the consequences. The only thing is, most of my old friends are no longer with us.
  When I was trying to get this thing started I was supposed to come up with a catchy, unique address for it. Sex, drugs and rock and roll was the first thing that came to mind, but apparently some  very creative, and brilliant person had the same idea, because it wouldn't let me use it. Recently I found out that there are ballads, poetic type songs that are popular now. Many of them are about the life and times of some of the most wanted outlaws of modern times. This type of song is called a corrido. I have not actually heard one yet, but I guess it would be like a gangster rap, only country. Maybe like Easy E doing F*#k Tha Police to the tune of Blue Eyes Crying In The Rain.. I'm really not sure, but I do know that is how the address to my blog was born, and don't try to find a corrido on MTV...they don't even play music any more.